pompous cat.


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

From Titania

I AM: not who I want to be.
I WANT: to be good at what I do best (but I haven’t found what this is yet).
I WISH: I was more of woman.
I HATE: over- enthusiastic/bright/chirpy/annoying people.

I MISS: you when you are not around.
I FEAR: losing what I love.
I HEAR: discreetly conversations around me.
I WONDER: who I will spend the rest of my life with.
I REGRET: not having studied harder.
I AM NOT: the quiet girl people perceive me as.
I DANCE: to trance/house music only. (Salsa is overrated and is a craze that will die out)
I SING: in my head.
I CRY: when I feel hurt.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: polite or patient.
I MAKE MADE WITH MY HANDS: cards for my first boyfriend. Naïve, because they probably have been reduced to ashes.
I WRITE: what I fail to express in speech.

I CONFUSE: my insecurities with my partner’s (perceived lack of) love
I NEED: to be more motivated.
I SHOULD: start saving.
I START: all hyped up about something.
I FINISH: having felt I must have lost something along the way.
I LOVE: being in love.
I REMEMBER: both the happy and sad things



I feel better knowing I'm not abnormally clingy/in love/dependent/etc because I miss him everytime he is not around. Which is most of the time.

The second one almost had my eyes popping out of their sockets.

I didn't know I was that insecure.

12:56 AM. [#]
food for thought



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