Just did my CAP score stimulator thing. Sucks like shit. I need a miracle man. It appears a second-upper honours might not be impossible--just highly, highly !¬£"%"£$&^£$£"$!£$ to get.

Like a probability of 0.0000001. Aiya. Don't know probability of what lah, my math also so lao pok. SHIT MAN.

Yah, like a second-upper IF I GET LIKE PERFECT CAP SCORE FROM NOW ONWARDS--competing on a laopok bell curve with brilliant DEAN'S LIST students.

AIYA. shit lah. why am i doing this!!! WASTE MONEY WASTE TIME doing something that is already decided. WHAT SHITTY persevering human spirit ah. Some Romantic hero ah. Fighting and aspiring despite all shitty odds.

Aiya. Feel so DONE FOR kind of feeling lah. Crap. GAH.