Sunday, April 09, 2006
{-12hours for accurate posting time, Canada}Stole this from
JaG!
Feeling insecure is just a bitch. I know because that bitch creeps up on me sometimes too. It's when I start thinking "Am I fun enough? Am I beautiful enough? Does he really love me? Won't he get bored of me? What if I upset him? I'm not as special as he wants me to believe I am". And then when it's a very severe attack I start picking fights, annoying him just for the sake of it, mentally kicking him just to see if he'll still like me or grab his stuff and run away.
SEE! I'm not EMO, ok. :D
Me and babe, we fight about this bitch all the time; and it's mostly me. And the last one was really bad. But he's been patient and loving and doesn't give me the eyebrow anymore, so I know everything's alright and he loves me and all I wanna do is snuggle right back into him and say,
I'm sorry.
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