What a friends-filled day. Today's Friday. It's like my chill-out day. Even though I have an essay to finish before Monday, since I have storytelling on Monday, and my boss is being a subtle bitch again.

Had a girls' talk with Pat and Ling. She's a true go-getter. Her motto is, life's so short, why do things that make you feel unhappy? Don't live a life that you'll regret. Anything that makes her miserable, she'll drop. Her point is, what the fuck for? Haha. I like that. In a way, self-indulgence can be so attractive. I mean, she exudes this whole feeling of, can you fit the bill? Can you give me what I want? It's like a challenge for most guys I suppose, and that's pretty enigmatic? Haha.

I'm not like that. I wish I was. Maybe I take hearts too seriously. I wish I can just, oh you're so not making me happy why don't you just fuck off cuz it's just not gonna work out. Haha.

Anyway, chatted with them for many tads too long and was mighty late for my badminton game with my new friends. Haha. Kang messaged me and told me they're still waiting for me. (!!!) Sigh. Maybe it was the talk. Was totally not getting the shots on the court. Sigh.

Hmm. Also, I abandoned Q today. Aww. Felt rather horrid. I've been enjoying dinners with Q cuz it's like, end-of-the-day and just, chillout!!!! Even for that maybe, 1 hour or less. And then he'll be SO, funny. Hahahaha. Cheers me up, really. I'll bet he doesn't know it though. Ha.

Yes, and then after badminton joined them for dinner, I didn't eat though, was too full. Haha. Dinner on a rooftop, and a birthday celebration after that. WOW. Really idyllic in a way. It's like a little piece of heaven there. The mood is just *mmmmm*. Especially with Bert's music. Aww.

AND. Some of us had supper! All credit goes to Wei, cuz he bought food back! Haha. I was just kinda craving for Ben&Jerry's, so I was being a little bitch wanting ice-cream. Haha. He really went to 7-Eleven to get it for us!! YAY. Mocha Almond. Went to QP's kitchen. Guitar, singing, nice-smelling guys, and ICE CREAM. Absolutely divine.

Moose called me and sounded pretty low-morale. His com crashed or something. Would have talked to him more but my phone died. And I don't know what's up with him but he's always like, I get the feeling sometimes he feels disgusted with himself for wanting to talk more with me. :( Or maybe I'm just being pompous. Haha.

Yes. It's 2.42am and I'm in a mellow mood. Singing always puts me in this kinda mood. Or rather, MUSIC always puts me in this kinda mood. This kinda, *mmmmmmm* I just wanna sit here and rock myself to neverending songs. Would be nice to have company though, who wouldn't get impatient or awkward. Haha. At this hour, it's too late to bug Q. Havta blast all my mellow love ballads to indulge myself. Haha.

Ahhhhhhhh. Divine day. :)

[BUT I DIDN'T GET TO SEE MY CUTE GUY TODAY!!!! I AM a little sad about that. :( ]