It is getting pretty disgusting that it's ALREADY mid-term and we've had three public holidays (Hari Raya, Chinese New Year) and one more mid-term break coming up; I feel as though I haven't attended any lessons Proper and the semester is too staggered--like a train that can't move off the station and stops every few seconds to huff and puff--and I'm doubly disgusted with myself for NOT reading my readings and triply disgusted that I lack the discipline and willpower to do those damn readings. Blah!!!