i wonder what university life is supposed to be like. a lot of people around me are "living it up" with their hall activities, going for camps as organizers/facilitators/participants, basically just having a blast. i am not doing any of those things. i am not going clubbing, no friday-nights-out, no hall, no expanded circle of hi-bye friends, no camps, no ccas, nothin. but i am enjoying university. i am enjoying everyone leaving me all alone. somehow i don't see myself fitting in the "livin in up" lifestyle anymore. which is so weird. it's so different from who i used to be in sec sch and jc. i was an activities-freak. i wanted the whole world. now i'm content for the world to leave me to my solitary experience.

what happened? i wonder why? i am so confused.