you know something on saturday after returning from soci review session i actually had it all planned nicely in my head how i would cram my long-due readings and study like hell for this reading week.

today is thursday, and now it's thursday NIGHT. AND i've done ZILCH so far 'xcept to finish reading jude the obscure and fiddling around with my contemporary management text. panic is starting to seep in slowly but definitely surely and i look around at my messy tabletop my texts that seem so little and yet feel like mountains and suddenly it hit me that freak, my freaking exams start on MONDAY with a loud bang (TWO papers thank you very much, computing and management like what the hell totally out of my field) and here i am twiddling my fingers trying to look calm.

JEEZ! i wonder how all the best plans always go up in a puff when the time arrives. ahhhhhhh! i should get my lazy fat butt to school and camp there for tomorrow. but i've been saying that since monday so.

arghhh. never mind i just sux. period. ok ok get moving. AHHHHHH. *agony*!!!