i am going crazy.

public apologies to some of my dearest friends to whom i've sent bizarre emails with most most most bizarre contents.

i'm sorry.
it was a most embarrassing outburst.

my head is bursting and feels like it's gonna explode in the form of tears.

sorry guyz. i mean the content of the mails still stand but i just wanna apologize cuz i'm sure it came as a bolt out of nowhere for you. and the expression was so crapz.

i'm sorry!!!!

this is getting too crazy. very very bad. i'm going nutz. was on the verge of bidding for every single thing on my 77-items-watchlist on yahoo! auctions. on the verge of doin' more insane things but somehow reason reined in from back of my mind.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno what's going on. to those implicated somehow, unknowingly and unwittingly, i ask your patience and tolerance while i try to find out what the hell is going on with me.