i am so freaked out. just came from from dinner-cum-supper with my family at bukit timah. read this right: i thought i saw joseph.

what happened was this: there i was walking into the high-class kopitiam (haha) past this table full of young people when suddenly this guy looked up. the moment our eyes connected it was like WHAM! into my gut. it was like that sudden bolt of mutual recognition that felt like a heavy punch in my stomach. we quickly looked away: him at his menu and me at the empty table beside me. my heart was thudding so freaking loudly and it felt like it could leap out any moment. it was crazy! we looked at each other again, looked away, and looked back again. FREAK! my first reaction was like FUCK! this canNOT be happening to me!!!! it's like SHIT F F F F F F F F F F. i felt like VOMITTING. UGHZzzz. yes it was a humongously violent reaction that i was trying to suppress cuz my dad was pushing a menu in my face asking me to order the food today.

oh my god! this is so freaky. then again i was thinking why should i be surprised? that's bukit timah and he just lives nearby. i'm not even entirely sure it's him cuz it's been eons since i last saw him and now i cant even picture his face in my mind. but that moment was just crazy, it was just SO crazy. i felt the breath knocked out of me LITERALLY! UGH!!! someone calm me down. freak!