:: despondent ::

despondent, all over again.
i'm beginning to believe that misery and agony
are part of life,
as much as joy and gaiety are.
if we derive pleasure and inspiration from happiness,
we should also learn to extract moments of life,
essence of life,
from misery and pain.

we should be comfortable in our extreme moodswings.
from ecstasy to wallowing.

i'm feeling despondent,
all over again.