:: a lost battle ::

my mummy is ignoring me again. she doesn't even acknowledge my presence.
what did i do again?
....

today was such a horrible day. the b*tch decided to pile on her attitude. and gui kai chong (my icm lecturer) was so blue today i felt so sorry for him. damn that stupid FAN (secret code). haha. he's SUCH a capital A-sshole!

and now this. why is she ignoring me? does she hate me that much? do i get on her nerves that much? has she given up on me?

i'm tired of asking those questions.
i've been asking those questions since i was in sec2.

and i still don't have the answers. sometimes home seems so bleak when my mummy is ignoring me, i feel so tight in the chest i just want to tuck myself into a corner and cry.