:: getting a grip ::

hmm. looks like all i've been doing in my bloggie is moaning and groaning and moaning and groaning. LOL. i SUX.

i'm REALLY not like that. L-O-L.

i just polished off a huge bunch of grapes all by myself (ok my sis helped...a BIT..haha) and my tummy feels so bloated now. *buRrrrrPs* =) =)

i'm losing my focus in life. my mind is like those murky mangrove swarms -- it stinks, everything is elusive, and you cannot bloody see infront of you. haha.

oh well. shall make a resolution soon to blog abt one happy thing everyday. hahaha.

oOoh. i stink. shall go relax in a HOT HOT long long bath.. *MmMMm!!* really. when i finally get a place of my own, a jacuzzi or a bath tub is definitely number ONE on my shopping list! hmm. no think i'll just settle for jacuzzi, can be hot tub, bath tub, relax tub, hanky-panky tub, skinny-dipping tub, kids' tub..........oh wait skinny-dipping = hanky-panky right?......hahahah! whatever........ =) i loooove baths... they're therapeutic for me. it's extremely gratifying to stand under the shower and let the water rain down on you, and i can do all my thoughts. AND i shall also get super water heater, cuz my shower is NOT hot enuff! i want it scalding sometimes, for my warm n fuzzy days, for my blue days, for my teary days. and i need it ice cold for that jolt of reality.

nobody understands why i spend such a long time in my bath, so i just tell them i got huge surface area to wash. :P yay! bath time! :) :)