:: intellectual decay ::

ironically, starting school is making me feel extremely stupid. i'm supposed to be in one of the most highly-acclaimed Institution of Higher Learning, (bleahz), and yet i feel as tho' i'm almost retarded. none of the concepts seem to get pass INTO me. the words just flow into sentences which in turn just flow in front of me. *dry laugh* Very effectively too, like a Lullaby -- four pages is more than sufficient to make me tumble into sweet slumberland.

sometimes i feel as though my brain is filled to the brim with information, much like a murky sponge that is dripping hideously. but since i also feel extreme stupidity, there can't be truckloads of information in there. at moments of realization like these, i start to wonder if my brain may be so EMPTY as to resemble a vacuum. because it feels as though everything is there and not there at the same time. like, nothing really exists in a vacuum, right?

...great. now my physics sUck too. hahah. school sux. life sux.

bottomline: I SUX.

how come this all turned out to be so much tougher than i thought?

i sux, that's why. *dry laugh*