:: and you think you hav it slack ::

oh well. school's started. -duhz- if anything i'm totally upset with school. it's like you have been dreaming in gold and amber only to wake up doused in drab grey. not nice.

for one thing... the slackiest i've heard is a 3 day week. hahah so now i'm going to gloat and be a pompous bitch cuz i'm the ultimate skiver with a 2 DAY WEEK. bleahz. feels lik my weekends traded places with my weekdays. it's good and bad, really. but the bottomline is, i DUN LIKE IT. it doesn't even feel like school that way anymore. and the whole prospect of being *ahem* disciplined and *gawd* self-directed totally scares me half to death.

school is just not school anymore. everyone is so faraway from everyone. everything's so alienated. a prof from the faculty of engineering got murdered yday and there wasn't even a bee's buzz abt it in fass today. my fren even laughed and said the whole episode is simply comical. good god.

and there's a certain MASS of people who jus drives me TOTALLY crazy. they are so sickeningly pain-fucking-stakingly goddamnit K-I-A-S-U!!!! it's disgusting, if not HIGHLY AMUSING, the way they flash their whole semester's worth of reading materials with such high-handedness for every stupid module they're taking. strutting around with perfectly manicured files, with 10 plastic dividers, complete with neat computer-printed labels. IT'S ONLY THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!

no actually, it's BARELY the first week of school.

i am so astounded and, really, amused by such people and their overwhelming suffocating academic endeavours. oh dear god. sometimes i wonder when their steam would actually run out.

school just sux. period. and it doesn't help that out of my 5 modules, 2 are horribly screwed.

i'm bogged and upset and i feel like throwing up. just let me hit rock-bottom so i know the only way then is up.