:: musing ::

maybe sometimes in life we just need to hold on to our sanity during times of stagnation. who'd ever hav known, or thought, or realized that the routine hubbub of our everyday life is the very essence that is anchoring us to reality? i cant say i have been slacking the whole of this break, but i cant say i have been doing anything either. it was just a waiting period, and the entire world had suddenly became a holding area for me and those who share my boat. people die without a purpose to keep them going in life, and now i begin to understand why.

perhaps that's a trait inherent in Man. that our hands must keep working, and our minds must keep turning. not just wandering aimlessly, lost in the wilderness and vastness of life, but working towards Something. any Aim or Purpose would sustain life. It is when that fades into oblivion that life becomes meaningless and unbearable.

i cant wait for school to start.