:: money issues ::

my fren Shan is working in a Law Firm as a temp admin staff earning S$1200 per month, 5 day week, office hours.

my fren ling worked with some NETS company, sit ard, read her novels, play board games, do a couple of cashcard refunds, gets paid S$75 per day. for One Month, earned S$1800 that month.

my fren chuin, working with MOE as a relief teacher, is a Form teacher, paid S$65 per day.

ME?

i'm stuck with a CALL CENTRE (Ptd Ltd), gettin S$42 per day, and now getting transferred to TUAS.

..........dot......... dot............ dot.........................

those stinging tears are really welling in my eyes. More from ANGER than anything else. WHY DO I SUX SO MUCH?! sux sux sux sux sux sux sux!

well you know WHAT?! SCREW YOU. SCREW EVERYONE. SCREW PEACE. SCREW PATIENCE. SCREW THIS LOUSY LAPSE. NOTHIN CONSTRUCTIVE HAS CAME OUT OF IT. IT'S ALL BULL BULL BULL AND MORE BULLSHIT. I WANNA SCREAMMMMMMMMM OUT LOUDDDD INTO THE OCEANS, SCREAM OUT INTO THE CRASHING WAVES THAT WUN DROWN ME OUT. I AM SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF I DUNNO WHAT THE HELL I CAN DO. SO THERE'S STH WRONG W ME? SO WAT? SCREW YOU. SCREW EVERYONE.

CEST LA VIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!